Tuesday, September 19, 2006 Y
such a boring day today .
my life seems to repeat each and every day .
cakee went home ,
and i cry .
i don't knw why .
WHY ?!
guess im jus lonely .
LONELY . really lonely )=
talk to bernard on the phone .
talk 'bout the past .
somehow, i feel like goin back to the past .
i miss everyone .
it's nt as lonely as now .
everyone is slpin in the night except me .
noone to talk to .
noone can accompany me slack till mornin' .
worst .
nth to let me do .
i wanna find a job but all tellin' me to wait for call . x(
i jus cant slp at night .
cant .
im afraid .
i myself didn knw y too .
sigh .
i really yearn for a hug now .
a shoulder to let me cry out all the fustration inside me .
x(( *
and im so hungry now
and worst , there's nth to eat .
nth at ALL .
life seems to go the opposite way ,
and i crave for someone to fill up this loneliness . x( -
{{ 9/19/2006 05:52:00 AM -
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